come in and stay a while

im done with the shitty luck that i have had this year. 2011 has caused me nothing but frustration, anger, and sadness.

i will fill in the blanks….

so on march 19th my older brother Daniel got into an accident while riding his motorcycle and he passed away. im still not 100% okay with it….but im functional.

red robin is really great, the people are awesome but im not making any money….so therefore im back to pizza hut….fuck that. im still looking for another job, hopefully i can find something quick.

i have really loved living here. honestly i have…i love the location, the lay out and my roommate, but the lease is up in august, and she doesnt want to renew….sooo in august im probably moving back in with my mom….i have NO clue what im going to do with Jack….which upset me.

this year was supposed to be my bitch….but honestly i think its already won once again. im upset right now excuse the sad undertones of this post…

its been too long….i will post more.

so last night i was up when the reports started flooding in of the tragedy in Japan…i among many other sat there in shock and watched the footage after about 5 mins reality clicked in and i realized my uncle is currently in japan, i had no way of contacting any of my family because well it was about 2:30 am and people sleep with the ringer off apparently…i finally fell asleep arounf 4:15 and woke up off and on all night. i just talked to my mom and my aunt heard from my uncle and he is okay. i was freaking out soo bad. ugh……now its time for work.

is a guy to talk to, hang out with, play video games with, drink a few beers with and boink.

is that tooooo much to ask for?!?!

I finally downloaded the application on my phone, in hopes that maybe I will ppost more frequently. So, last night I stepped out of my comfort zone and went to a country themed event. I’m not going to lie, I had my doubts but once I got there it was so much fun. There was a live band for a little while, they didn’t play just country music, annnddd I got drunk all in all a good night :)

…he spent the night.

………..he texted me, came over, did it, realized he didnt want to drive and spent the night…….

weird.